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this is the point where i breakdown.
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DEAR MATTIFER JONES(aka Mattie WHORE/HAIR/Hoer), i would just like to wish you a very happy birthday! i'm sorry i couldn't be there tonight, but i hope it was very beautiful and lovely. and i hope that you enjoy the wonders a 16 year old should.
i was going to go to a birthday party. and it was your birthday party. and i love you very very very very very very very very verrrrrry much!
please eat some cake for me and do everything i would do!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVER!
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[07 Dec 2005|08:48pm] |
i want everyone's address so i can send christmas cards, please.
(if you don't feel comfortable giving it to me on here, myspace message me at www.myspace.com/anatrasha or send me an email at bood90@hotmail.com )
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[13 Nov 2005|11:46am] |
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i'm back. and in buisnessssssssssssssss.
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[25 Oct 2005|11:43pm] |
hi. do you remember me? well i was really dead for awhile. yeah, it was awful. but i'm alive kind of again. and well hey, if you remember me, that would be nice. and maybe bring me to life some more. you know? because i could use someone like you around again. i mean you really made me happy. and if that's okay i would love it.
and also, where are you? i mean really are you because i know your location but i don't know you. and i miss you. yeah, i do. and i know what it's like to be gone inside. like your soul took a vacation. i mean that's understandable. we all need some time away, cos God knows how we'd all be if we didn't get to escape sometimes. but after so long, it's just not good anymore. and really all i'm saying is that i miss you. the real you. and i would love for you to come back. maybe we could meet up and be alive together. what do you say?
could you please come back. tonight?
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[26 Sep 2005|02:39pm] |
much to say. little privacy. this will be updated better tomorrow.
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we might be lovers if the rythm's right.
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[13 May 2005|11:34am] |
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i need suggestions for my hurr. i want to dye and cut it, but i don't know what i should do. if i could have some suggestions or pictures from people, that'd be awesome. thanks, kids.
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[26 Apr 2005|11:35am] |
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"you should be positive, like Tony the Tiger." -joe "well, he has HIV, so of course he's positive." -me
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[25 Jan 2005|11:49am] |
Doveglion- e.e. cummings
he isn't looking at anything he isn't looking for something he isn't looking he is seeing
what
not something outside himself not anything inside himself but himself
himself how
not as some anyone not as any someone
only as a noone(who is everyone)
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[27 Dec 2004|02:17pm] |
i think i'm deleting this and my aim and my myspace. so take a good look while you can.
i believe i'm done associating with everyone.
so if you guys realy give a shit, you can mail me or call me.♥
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somedays, i'm just soo stupid and juvenile. i expect too much from anyone. why even bother anymore? who realy cares? everyone looks out for number one, and that's themselves. i hate when i get like this. i sit here at the computer sceen and cry to sigur ros and to empty meaningless computer boxes rather then go and talk to someone.
i hate dealing with anything, and that scares me. i don't want to end up like her. if i even have the slightest hint i will turn out to be like her, i've promised to kill myself. it would be easier then ruining people's lives. not that i plan on suicide or anything. who wants the easy way out when you can just live with abusive, selfish people?
you smile like its nothing. a shrug of your shoulders, try to make me smile. "problems? who's got those? they are so nineteen not now. this is high school, we don't care about anything but what's happening here."
sometimes the weight of my world wrests on my shoulders. understatement, when doesn't it rest on my shoulders?
"you girls are always dealing with something. you always get your hopes up, and then things come crashing down on your heads"-my grandparents about our lives.
don't worry, i always move on and act like its nothing. just another memory that weighs me down a little more. it's always something, but sometimes you are lucky to even hear an explanation.
today was beautiful and people forget that there is beauty between their eyelids and their sorrows. but its easy to do. sometimes, no one knows what to live for, and we all get lost. i one of those people. we find our way back, but its not without trials and tribulations. but somedays, its nice to just be able to sit and smile at the sun. i'm praying for another one of those days, and soon.
i realy hate moweaqua. i just don't want my mom to neglect us anymore. maybe moving to hellville will help her improve? let's hope so.
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[01 Jun 2004|08:46pm] |
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[03 May 2004|12:14am] |
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hey kids,this journal is friends only,so if you like what you see or just my info,then add me and all that jazz.thanks.♥
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[19 Jan 2004|01:37pm] |
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hmm im bored and lj has finally started working so i decided to do this lovely quiz.yehawwwwww!
1 Godfather, The (1972) 2 Shawshank Redemption, The (1994) 3 Godfather: Part II, The (1974) 4 Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King, The (2003) 5 Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers, The (2002) 6 Casablanca (1942) 7 Schindler's List (1993) 8 Shichinin no samurai (1954) 9 Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring, The (2001) 10 Citizen Kane (1941) 11 star wars(1977) 12 One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest (1975) 13 Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb (1964) 14 Rear Window (1954) 15 Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980) 16 Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981) 17 Memento (2000) 18 Usual Suspects, The (1995) 19 Pulp Fiction (1994) 20 North by Northwest (1959) 21 Fabuleux destin d'Amelie Poulain, Le (2001) AMELIE 22 Psycho (1960) 23 12 Angry Men (1957) 24 Lawrence of Arabia (1962) 25 Silence of the Lambs, The (1991) 26 Buono, il brutto, il cattivo, Il (1966) 27 It's a Wonderful Life (1946) 28 Goodfellas (1990) 29 American Beauty (1999) 30 Vertigo (1958) 31 Sunset Blvd. (1950) 32 Pianist, The (2002) 33 Matrix, The (1999) 34 Apocalypse Now (1979) 35 To Kill a Mocking Bird(1962) 36 Some Like It Hot (1959) 37 Taxi Driver (1976) 38 Paths of Glory (1957) 39 Third Man, The (1949) 40 C'era una volta il West (1968) 41 Fight Club (1999) 42 Boot, Das (1981) 43 Sen to Chihiro no kamikakushi (2001) (Spirited Away) 44 Double Indemnity (1944) 45 L.A. Confidential (1997) 46 Chinatown (1974) 47 Singin' in the Rain (1952) 48 Requiem for a Dream (2000) 49 Maltese Falcon, The (1941) 50 M (1931) 51 All About Eve (1950) 52 Bridge on the River Kwai, The (1957) 53 Monty Python and the Holy Grail (1975) 54 Se7en (1995) 55Saving Private Ryan (1998) 56 Cidade de Deus (2002) 57 Raging Bull (1980) 58 Wizard of Oz, The (1939) 59 Rash?mon (1950) 60 Sting, The (1973) 61 American History X (1998) 62 Alien (1979) 63 Mr. Smith Goes to Washington (1939) 64 Leon (The Professional) (1994) 65 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968) 66 Vita Bella,La(1977)(Life is Beautiful) 67 Touch of Evil (1958) 68 Manchurian Candidate, The (1962) 69 Wo hu cang long (2000) (Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon) 70 Treasure of the Sierra Madre, The (1948) 71 Great Escape, The (1963) 72 Clockwork Orange, A (1971) 73 Reservoir Dogs (1992) 74 Annie Hall (1977) 75 Amadeus (1984) 76 Jaws (1975) 77 Ran (1985) 78 On the Waterfront (1954) 79 Modern Times (1936) 80 High Noon (1952) 81Braveheart (1995) 82 Apartment, The (1960) 83 Sixth Sense, The (1999) 84 Fargo (1996) 85 Aliens (1986) 86 Shining, The (1980) 87 Blade Runner (1982) 88 Strangers on a Train (1951) 89 Duck Soup (1933) 90 Metropolis (1927) 91 Finding Nemo (2003) 92 Donnie Darko (2001) 93 Toy Story 2 (1999) 94 Princess Bride, The (1987) 95 General, The (1927) 96 City Lights (1931) 97 Lola (1998) 98 Full Metal Jacket (1987) 99 Notorious (1946) 100 Sjunde inseglet, Det (1957)
alright so theres the movies ive seen out of those 100!if you want to do this quiz paste it to your journal and then bold all the movies youve seen.enjoy!
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[05 Jan 2004|11:04pm] |
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tomorrow we are back to school. blahh.
not ready at all.i dont want to go back to that prison.its horrible.all those terrorists.if you don't fit up to kids certain standards you are"uncool"in their books.its a horrible thing really.and the teachers can be just as bad.realy they can.ERRG!i dont want to go.
why can't break be longer. how much more knowledge does our society realy need in our generation?
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[01 Jan 2004|02:18am] |
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this is my lovely new journal. hopefully it will be a better success than the last. since its the beginning of a new year i figured hey why not get a new journal.ahh yes quite a good idea.
well here it is.my new journal then.yep.i hope you all like it and add me to your friends list!
happy new year to everyone,lots of love<3
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